Can send me today, I have been very happy."
Side beginning, she not from tiny shut eyes.She is absolutely to don't dare to think, next time, when they meeteach other again will be when again a where ……however, this is her own decision, therefore, in the future how will, she can not regret, and oneself wants to undertake.Besides, even if she doesn't choose to leave, she and have a pure end clearly, really have happy future?That perhaps also just a kind of fine imagination is just.
Back 10,000 to say furthermore, at least, she still has a kid, this kid, will accompany her to spend the boundless years after here, so, even if don't have a pure end clearly, she should can't feel, either too solitary ……just, here behind, had no her to have a pure end will can't feel lonesome clearly, occasionally?
However, even if meeting, the matter arrives at present, she also can not consider of this Be getting more.
Always chapter 41 hums a regret to adjust
No matter I want to weep over
Or/smile to say good-bye with you
The life is sad pleased for originally a difficult cent
Perform/but when the light shines on to come over
I have to want to sing that
The theest most difficult act
Please hold breath quiet listen to/then
Is warmly me applaud again
The person adored by me the whole life
Eventually the song person spreads behind
No matter I want to weep over
Or/smile to say good-bye with you
I will rejoice once with you together set
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Half several hours after, they got to the square out of the station, there was pure end to stop a car down clearly.The leaf the mountain Zi side head looking at him:"Is pure clear, you need not went in ……anyway, I am soon about to get on the car.―― You return to go to work."
There is a pure end clearly hesitate for a while, finally still kept ordering to nod:"That is all right.―― Zi, till evening, I make a phone call to you again."
"Okay."Leaf the mountain Zi Be tiny to say with smile.
She hesitated for a while, is still that the Fu body came forward to stretch hand to embrace to have a pure clear end.When depend own chin in a moment on his shoulder, she feels that her own tears seems to be about to drop down.However, she be still in time but successfully the control lived own emotion and raised head, "so, I got off."Her turning round is about to draw back a car door, suddenly thoughted of again what, return to body to go, " is pure clear, remember to take good care of."
The words listenned to her, there is pure end clearly was a Zheng first for a while, immediately smile:"Zi, how do you suddenly become so bothersome?I so big[one] person, can't also look after oneself?――'S pouring is you, a person is in the outside ……"he for a while, " still earlierly return to me come."
"I knew ……" leaf mountain Zi formally location nod, "you stop worrying, I will take good care of myself."
"That I walked.―― Zi, remember, I will make a phone call to you in the evening."There is a pure end saying to drive away clearly.The car that looking at him finally disappears in the car of street to flow a moment in the huge, leaf mountain Zi feel his/her own a heart become empty of ……she double the eye is tiny tiny on shutting, two drops of pure tears immediately dropped down and fell the baggage in front of her up.
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This evening, in the apartment of Nagoya, when leaf the mountain Zi was tidying up thing, the telephone suddenly rang.She knows is have the pure end beats clearly, at that moment settled to fix mind absolute being, walked over to picked up a words tube:"I am the leaf's mountain Zi.The ―― is good in the evening."
"The Zi is me."Indeed as expected there is pure end clearly.
"Is pure clear, I am all right, was in the afternoon ……" leaf the mountain Zi Be tiny to say with smile, "you stop worrying."
"I am to don't trust you, is missed you ……" had a pure end to mischievously smile to smile clearly, "Zi, do you know, I really want to immediately fly to seek you in Nagoya now."
"Do not you always say that the so disgusting words aren't very good?You can the eldest brother isn't small ……"leaf the mountain Zi is very in a short while silent, " besides, you was already a person who does father."
"I am to is a grandpa, also still 2 years younger than you ……" had a pure end to satisfiedly smile clearly, "leaf mountain Zi, is that you control breath not good, meet a than your little man."
The tone that he talks is more to seem to be happy, those words is more like one to chase sharp knife and keep back and forth incising at leaf the in the mind of the mountain Zi, a knife contains the ache of one knife ……
Leaf mountain Zi at this time not from think, luckily, at this moment, listen to these have is fatal and kill and harm dint of sweet prattle of, is her, be had an end is pure and call that it is a cold-blooded animal and neither love oneself nor love other people clearly of she , otherwise, changes a whichever woman and all perhaps have no way not to pay Xie and surrender, thus and again such as the moth rush toward a fire sort ground and match the dish to own destiny and give and proceed without hesitation the future that ground rushes and leaves for indetermination ……
Luckily is her ……
Leaf mountain Zi secretly shouted tone, in order to make telephone another a carry of have pure end clearly could not realize oneself at this time as if wave vacillating sort of different mood:"You last Gao Yi's that time, look to seem to return stand youth's mature and steady of ……how on the contrary and more live now more small?"
"Who call you more more violent than me?Zi, sometimes, I don't know that liking you more is so strong, but sometimes, I am again very afraid, always feel, you look like I have no me a kind ……"make reference to here, had the end pure clear for a while, " this to a men, be not what good will feel.So, I really hope to hear you to say to me such as'in this in this world, in addition to you, the other people say all doesn't matter to me'words like this."
"Not ……" leaf mountain Zi right away remind him, "in addition to you, also still have ……still have future we of common kid."
"To, belong to two of us' kid ……" had a pure end to suddenly thought of at this time clearly what, "to, Zi, go to the business of trip in Hokkaido together this winter, you again the very good consideration is for a while."
"Okay."The leaf mountain Zi ordered to nod, " is pure clear, my at enmity with you said ……I still occupy and do."
"H'm, today makes reference to this first.―― Good evening."
"Good evening,Beats by Dr Dre solo."Clearly hear have an end is pure clear in the telephone of another a carry to hang line of voice of the split second, the leaf mountain Zi suddenly feels, oneself's in the mind seemed to be also to have to what things and suddenly split.
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Noon in a sky of the end of September if there is pure end being being devoteds to a work clearly, , at this time, wased responsible for small Chuan of the female colleague who receives and dispatches lettered to smile to walk to come in, will a fold letter to pass to he:"There is end gentleman, this is yours."
"Thank."
There was a pure end to stretch hand to answer clearly.After needing small Chuan to close the door to leave, he starts turning over to see those letters.Finally, a record of writing abnormality acquaints with of the letter jumped to go into his eyelid, he right away turned over back.The ―― is indeed as expected what leaf mountain Zi write to him.
He temporarily not from feel to is oddness very much, wish, they clearly can talk on the phone of, why does she want to write a letter?Say, between them, incredibly also still have what don't in the telephone formally arrive an ability to say a clear matter?He the doubt ground cut to open envelope and took out letter, the no time for waiting ground looked:
Is pure clear:
See letter good.
When you receive this letter, I have already left Nagoya.However, is really sorry, I don't want to return to Tokyo, I went to an another place ……in fine, I walked.
Of so make one decision like this, is because, I not want to make you difficult, also not want to break everything that you have already got;As for myself, also really afraid again return to that place in Tokyo life ……this kind of mood, you probably can not comprehend, but to me, the but again is really the mental obstacle of a kind of very difficult cancellation.
Is pure clear, well continue living, and I, will also continue in a certain place diligently on the hoof ……this is our common engagement, therefore, whether how current affairs is or not, you I can not disobey.
From now on after, pleasing oneself must take good care of.
Zi
The farewell that at a stretch finishes seeing a leaf the mountain Zi writing has a pure end to right away feel a burst of faint clearly after believing.Arrived this
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