, My elder brother ……really just join basketball department for the sake of you."
If thousand leaves listenned to him, not from Zheng big eyes.Her Zhang Zhu Zui means to say what, momentary but how can not also open.
Before also someone clearly show or allusion led a possibility like this in front of her.However, she has never dared to think like this by herself, besides, if be really so, how should explain that many farmlands believe to afterwards leave without a word?
"No matter your letter still doesn't believe, this is really fact ……the elder brother once admitted in person in front of me as well.Thousand leaves, the matter arrives at present, knew this after being not the clandestine secret, will you can't feel better to lead 1:00?"
Thousand leaves didn't talk and moved forward to continue to go forward.
She doesn't know how to describe as well she the mood at this moment, bitter and astringent and sweet so small and soft airtightly the intertexture writes, even she all could not distinguish by herself, is actually bitter and astringent more, still sweet more ……
She thinks that many farmlands are handsome why don't tell her this matter earlierly?Words like that, she probably will be a little bit more self-confident at the many farmland letters in front, probably will more concern him 1:00, probably will become a little bit better to he ……
Certainly, this probably still can not keep many farmlands from believing at 18 years old study abroad in the United States that year, after all, his life, he early has already programed by himself.But she doesn't mind to wait his as well ……as long as he can also come back.
She ever hoped that her first love is her this from cradle to the grave the only love, which afraid will therefore be ungrateful to up original the sun is 1 ……certainly, she also for herself this kind of pure of the viewpoint paid price, suffered punishment:Two years ascend original sun after an also left her ……
She also knows that she with many farmlands believes this may be to decree by destiny to have no cent from cradle to the grave, but he after all is she the first like the last opposite sex, so, she hopes that she ever canned together once make great effort for the sake of them at least.Can she have no ……just believe with many farmlands the morning and night gets along with of those two years in, they one lead clearly white white, another but lead careless:Is a to clearly know, belong to them common time, is shortenning for a day and a day;Is another but innocently think, they probably have plenty of time.
But two years, so the Shu passed by all of a sudden ……return not to come any further.
"Thousand leaves, the business in past, since already past, even if, you stop thinking ……" many farmlands are handsome to have never thought their own a words unexpectedly will make she thus of frightened, hurriedly accept a topic again come back, "I just of meaning BE, business participation of a person to another person is more many, want to be responsible for in the future also more many, so, you had better overhanging cliff Lei horse, is decided by himself by him.Don't forget,monster beats, you in fact some blood relationship relate to also have no.Thousand leaves, sometimes, you not only dull, and, is still a lousy good person."
"Should the relation of having no blood relationship not concern him?How he say is also my one of the persons in this most important in this world."
Many farmlands are handsome to smile to smile:"You don't forget, you is arrive at the age of 89 just become younger brother Jie of ……you weren't so stupid?Certainly, if is you, probably be really so stupid ……however, I feel, you of so the meeting throws in so his business, is because you haven't found out boyfriend till now.If you had you the concern of person, can't be like to think his business all day long like this now."
Thousand leaf face ascend a red:"These two matters basically have no a connection, you don't pull to together say.Besides ……"
"Besides what?"
"Nothing important."Thousand leaves originally meant to say, besides she basically had no ready-made target, however, because this be not what worth called a way of business, she finally still didn't speak.
"Thousand leaves, if you were to regard as the younger brother to him, concern would be proper can but.Rather, you concern me one more point of ……I will shine on all of the lists to accept to your concern, and, ignore in the future how, I can't chase my life disappointed strange get to your head up."
"Be like your person like this, also use wear other people to concern?"
"The concern is all what everyones want.The ―― sees you to give."
"I think that with a classmate ……" thousand leaf for a while, she suddenly feel and defines many farmland letters with the classmate, this form of address, seem to have a little not satisfactory, but she seems to don't also entitle to use a little bit more intimate of form of address to define him.After all, she also closes with the relation that many farmlands believe at classmate this level up, "concern another younger brother of classmate, this angle to say, I have already done a good job.I even still accompanied you to do a lot of matters that is silly to shout, with as for even my fathers all for my in the future feel a misgiving."
"Round so, rather say a women concern a men ……ignore you to accept to deny, fact be so.You and my elder brother basically have no classmate to lead, in my eyes, you can be regarded as an alumni ……"many farmlands are handsome silent a short moment, finally turn to in a topic that he has to mention today, " is thousand leaves, in fact, I come today, having a matter to want to tell you.New Year's Day that day, I originally wanted to say to you ……however, because that was the first day of New Year, the momentary suddenly felt very difficult openings, so, dragged along today."
"What matter?"Thousand leaves guess necessarily is have relation with many farmland letters matter, she is past to make to at quiet smile to smile, " in fact that time, I also guess that you must say to me words ……you say."
"In fact during the period of New Year of this year ……my elder brother once came back.Certainly, he would also come back in that time before, only, this time ……have a little different."
Always chapter 117
(117)
"What ……have a little different?"
When thousand leaves asked so, the part was just thinking, is also say, that day, New Year's Day's many farmlands believed also in this city.But, that time, she all could not feel his existence at 1:00 ……probably, she really has already inevitably become to his impression misty, Be getting more dreary, even in even lose intuitions effect.
Also to, since many farmland letters quietly left Tokyo that spring, she always all has never left this city, while many farmland letters affirming don't impossibly and never return to Tokyo, even in also can't such as many farmland handsome say of, come back just during the period of New Year's Day ……so, is also say, three in the last yearses, they in fact have been having no lack of the opportunity that the body is placed in the same city.But in fact, to her, since that time, many farmland letters are to have never returned to this city any further, now the Yao had no news similar ……
She ever and so once cared him, but also already completely could not feel him at existing of same time and spaceses.
Therefore, even if many farmlands Be handsome to tell her this message in time that day in the New Year's Day, how again?Can she summon up in good time courage to seek him?Across each for livelong three years walk all, each other stops one's ears of time, she with what stand to believe in front at many farmlands?
If he even in would not° until after some kind of bitternesses think contemplation remember she is who, if she seeks him on one's own initiative, not is invite humiliation?
Say, she must wants only does the self-confident heart in front of him also spend lavishly her?
In fact, that ruthlessness answer, as early as three year agoses have already put at her in front, just always, she would not like to truely face just ……sometimes she will also think, she whether really have the necessity directly asks clearly he at the beginning leaves without a word of reason?Furthermore, even if many farmland letters really have formal farewell at that time, can she be good to lead at 1:00?
Still have, will be not true of, fix such as Chu-tien at that time say of, while being him to stand in front of her she to he already some felling also have no?If really make her verify this possibility, she not know, to her, by that time will can't than make her verify him already forget her also not make her feel to pull heart to pull lung ……after all, he is her first love.No matter they are end meeting what kind of result, she wants in mind and stays a position to him;But be not already after staying that position but detection, he early is not over there.These in the last years, say with it that she still cares him and rather says that she still still keeps caring the injury that he at the beginning leaves without a word to result in for her ……so, will be not too sad?
"I also know that say this matter to you really to is a little bit cruel now, but I feel to still should tell you, in case in the future one day, you met them down the street, will can not stand ……however, I think, you before should also
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